Maybe I should continue screwing up! Cuz that’s what I’m best at.
I feel like everything “non” me I do is what I do to cover up with the guilt I have to live with for the rest of my life. I don’t know anyone with the same situation I’m in, so I deal with it myself. God knows where all this is goin to lead to. But I hope and pray everyday that someday ill stop beating up myself with sinful things to deal with the past. I’m not running away from it, I wanna accept it.